I talk a bit about mental illness in this post so if that’s something you’d prefer not to see then feel free to skip this post! TL;DR – I’m going on a hiatus.
I’ve been putting this post off for a while because I REALLY didn’t want to admit to myself that I was in a blogging and reading slump, but I can’t deny it any longer.
Things haven’t been great for me mental health wise or at home. I may not work or study, but I have a very demanding sibling with health issues who I’m almost a parent to. So.
I am trying really hard to pull myself out of this rut I’m in because I’m probably at one of my lowest points. I’ve taken some steps in the right direction by signing back up for my benefits and applying for some courses (and even a job!). Of course this also means that I’m extra drained. To get my benefits I have to attend appointments and look for work (because the Australian government doesn’t care about agoraphobia or mental illness in general really) and that is so so stressful and draining for me. I had one appointment yesterday and all I wanted to do was sleep for a week. I do really want to work. I just wish I could do it at my own pace and not be forced into situations that I know will set me back. However, I need money so I unfortunately don’t have a choice.
I’m also hoping to start seeing a doctor and psychologist about my mental health again. I’ve been off my meds for almost a year (I have a really bad habit of stopping them when I shouldn’t) and I think it’s time I go back on them.
I’m hoping this hiatus won’t be for too long, but it’ll probably be for most of September at least. I may occasionally pop in to blog hop or make the rare post because I love blogging SO MUCH and I’m going to miss all of you way too much.
Of course, I’ll be spamming my Twitter constantly so feel free to follow me there!
Sorry for the overload of personal information in this post. I just wanted to let you all know where I’m at. I know you’ll all understand why I need to take a break, but still I’m sorry for being so bad at replying to comments and everything lately.
Anyway, enough rambling! I hope to be back really soon. Make sure to take care of yourselves 💖!!!!
P.S They Both Die at the End is out in the wild and I really encourage you all to pick up a copy. This book is a huge part of what pushed me to start trying to pick myself back up. I loved it more than words can say 💙
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It happens to all of us !!💙 I hope everything gets better for you ❤ I'll be eagerly looking forward to your next posts at the end of the hiatus 😀 Please take care, Lauren ❤
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Lauren. I am so so proud of you for everything you are doing. I think going back on your medication, starting to apply for things whilst it all might be draining, you are pushing yourself more and more. You should be proud of yourself for the amount you do for your sister and being like another parent for her. I myself am so proud and will be here for you whenever you need. I’m going to miss you of course when your on your hiatus but keep strong I believe in you lovely. I will probably start badgering your DM’s as well…
ily xxx
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Take care of yourself, Lauren! ❤ I hope you're able to get the help you deserve so you can start feeling better ❤ ❤
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Focus on your mental health first! Blogging and books will always be there 🙂 Slumps happen, don’t feel bad. Take time for yourself, love ya!
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I hope you are okay and I hope things get better for you. Also, I’m so excited to buy They Both Die At The End!!! I love Adam Silvera and his work ❤
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I’m so proud of you for trying to get back up again ❤ Although I'm sorry that you need to do things that are hard for you. That being said, I wish you all the best and hope this hiatus brings you good things, I love youuu ❤
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Take all the time you need! You are the best, don’t forget that 😉
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You and your family’s health always comes first. I hope things get better for you soon ❤
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Aw, I’m sorry things are tough right now. It’s important to do what’s best for you! I hope stuff gets better soon. ❤
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Take all the time you need Lauren! I will definitely still be here to read your posts no matter how often you put them up 🙂
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Take care of yourself, Lauren, we will miss you tons but you and your health comes first, obviously ❤ Sending you tons of love ❤ ❤
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Oh Lauren I’m really sorry to hear your feeling like this but I hope you feel better soon. Obviously your health comes first so take all the time you need to feel like yourself again. We’ll definitely miss you on WordPress but we’ll still be here when you’re ready to come back. 🙂 ❤
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Ahh I just came back from my hiatus and it really was good for me. I’m sure a small break will be great for you too. Congrats on taking the first steps into finding work again also, that’s amazing! ❤
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Take all the care and time you need, you’re so strong for doing this ❤
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I’m sorry to hear you’re not doing so well. I hope that things start looking up for you! 🙂
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We will be happy when you come back to us because we will know you feel better. Until then, take time, take care and thanks for letting us know!
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Just take your time ❤ We’ll still be here when you feel better and have sorted some stuff out 😊
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You gotta take as much time as you need! Your mental health should come first! We shall all be here when you return. Sending you good thoughts from Iowa! ❤
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Take all the time you need Lauren! I just took a mini hiatus as well, and I know it feels bad, but in the end it’s so much better for you as a person mentally and physically. We’ll all still be here ❤
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Take care of yourself, your health is more important than anything that happens around here. The blogging community will always be here when you are able to get back. Best of luck and sending lots of good thoughts your way!
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Take care of yourself, you and your health come first ❤️ Blogging is fun, but we’ll all still be here when you come back, so don’t worry about that 🙂 Good luck and hope you’ll feel better soon ❤️
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Sending lots of love and good thoughts your way, Lauren! Take all the time you need – your health is far more important than anything else. 💕And I think that’s so touching that TBDATE encouraged you this way 😊
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Awww Lauren, thank you so much for being so open and honest as always – I’m really glad you’re taking some time away for yourself and it sounds like there’s a lot going on in your life at the moment so you take all the time you need to settle everything! Sending you lots of hugs & positive energy! ❤
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Take as much time as you need. Your health should always come first. It definitely sounds like you’ve got a lot on your plate and I can understand how demanding it can be to juggle everything. Focus on you. We’ll be right here when you come back and if you need a place to vent or just chat I’m always available. 😀
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Sending good thoughts! I finished TBDATE the other day and I’m glad you loved it. See you on Twitter ❤
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I’m so sorry to hear how overwhelmed you’re feeling Lauren, we give so much of ourselves to others that we need to step away and take better care of ourselves. It’s such bullshit when it comes to recognising mental heath issues in Australia, even paid insurance for some health funds refuse to acknowledge mental health. For them it’s a case of, if we can’t see it then how are you really sick? Bastards. There needs to be sweeping reform.changes here for mental illness. Although we don’t interact much, I really enjoy your Tweets Lauren so will keep up to date with how you’re going on Twitter. Please take care of yourself sweetheart and if you ever need to talk or just need a friendly ear to listen, please don’t hesitate ❤
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Sending you all the good vibes Lauren! I’ll definitely miss you around the blogging community but of course your health and family come first! Hope you’ll feel better soon, take care and know I’m always here to chat if you need to ❤
(I also just bought They Both Die At The End and I can't wait to read it though I need to stock up on tissues first…)
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I hope everything gets better for you and your family.
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